SlaveofAllaah wrote:
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I personally feel, the fire in my heart for Islam is died, after I have reached Saudi.What could be the reason?. Of course, i have all lthe facilities, but then dont spend time for the sake of Allaah.
I am upset about this fact, over the days in Saudi i have missed Isha salah 4 times in the last 25 days since i am here. I somehow make it up next day by praying 2 rakah of Isha, as sought of delayed prayer.
I dont know whether, Allaah will agree my delayed prayer. I am just curious to know, is it happened to any one in this forum, where there fire is died down and buried and re-kindled the fire for the sake of Allaah.
Appreciate your comments and experiences.
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I dont knnow, it shoudl have been more in saudi, i go to mosques rarely, dont spend time with the Quran. Just dont feel like, start getting thughts like is Islam the right religion, i know it is.
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But, what could best be done, i actually feel horrible because couple of weeks back, my friends here told me its a juice of dates and gave me alcohol thought in the back of my mind i knew it was but after then
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it like i doubt myself to be a muslim.
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I know thats not the case, but feels guilty, i dont know just felt like opoening a thread and feel at ease. I know Allaah is forgiving and merciful.
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slaveofallaah wrote:
I dont knnow, it shoudl have been more in saudi, i go to mosques rarely, dont spend time with the Quran. Just dont feel like, start getting thughts like is Islam the right religion, i know it is.
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mate I know what you mean now, this is very healthy bro, I thought your doubt was about the religion itself not about your strength of belief
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the thoughts you go through and the feel of guilt is a mercy from Allah to increase your faith, you should be a happy man indeed
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Regarding SA feeling, well, it sounds like you were physically tired or somethin, I have been there once about 11 years ago, I did felt somthing strange but good, donlt worry about that bro, these thoughts maybe Satan cause
Take care mate
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You had lots of expectations about saudi, now once you are there the excitment is over. You find mosques boring and dont spend time with quran cos you are out of questions/fascination. I agree with bro AB that these thoughts could be from bloody satan.
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LOL!!!! come to me dear, Ill get you juice from rotten grapes. yummy !
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This feeling is good bro, its a twinkle that says, you aint lost yet. But your friends, they sound like hypocrits otherwise why wld they fool you with juice n alc. They could simply hv offerd you, like I just did
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Good you said it all and my adivse is, the more you feel to disengage, the more you engage yourself. May Allah help you to be on right path
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slaveofallaah wrote:
Its mainly nothing other than work. Brother The. Well, overall, once i doubt the religion, a thought strikes in my mind, Quran is so sublime, and excellent in speech and the many other words of Allaah which are beyond knowledge of a normal human being.
But, overall its been more of flinching the reason I prefer to go the mosque is, I tend to concentrate more, and feels really great to in a Mosque rather then my house.
Well, i do take the Prophetic hadith, regarding the mosque. Probably the reason, i guessed it should have been more in saudi, its because I had some expectations and pre meditated thoughts is the right word, well feeling somewhat better.
The best I would say is spend time for the sake of Allaah, makes sense to me, though i myself is not a follower of it, but i feel therein lies peace.
Brother The, i think the best is involve myself in this forum, and I have couple of topics atleast but again something hinders me from starting a new topic.
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netime, bro! (-:
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